Miranda is Looking for a House to Rent

Single white female im 48 just turn 48 on the 25th. I spent most of the last decade devoting my time and energy in a home where me and my father lived. After I tried the whole living with someone white picked fence life that failed bc he couldn't grow up and stop partying. I gave it my best shot so I told my dad since he raised me and sacrificed so much I will make sure he is took care of and he will never see inside of a home.. So from them on out it was me & dad against the world. I just didn't expect my dad leaving me so soon. I wasn't prepared for that I don't think I could ever be. The home we shared I left I couldn't take being there alone. I did it for 5 months. Then a friend had a rental she couldn't rent out bc her tenant shot himself in the back bedroom. So if id fix this place up I could live there..This place I couldn't believe anyone ever lived in it. It was horrible and had spiders the size of a cat.😧! Well I lived there going on two years when a fire broke out in the kitchen and burned the wall and ceiling so as you know they jerked the electric. That's when. I came to a hotel and have lived here since. It's killing me financially I pay 378$ per week so that goes to show I can pay and haven't missed a day in 8 months. Im quite stay to myself don't have no pets but probably need one just for comfort. My son is grown of to college thinking he knows everything. All you can do is pray bc he ain't going to listen. I can't complain he doesn't drink or do drugs and works at NFS and getting ready to graduate with a degree in engineer. My sister is a nurse practitioner at the VA, my brother works as regional manager for Walmart. And that is all that's left Mom passed at 58 from cancer . Im caring and kind hearted I just wish others saw the world and life the way I see it .